Don’t worry about the reasons how people got to be in your life but the reasons they haven’t left yet.
I need to be more outgoing.
I’m not looking for sweet talk
I’m looking for time
Time for towering sweet folk
Brother ‘cause it hurts sometimes
You know it’s going to bleed sometimes
Hold on” —
Such a beautiful voice. <3
I complain a lot, and then when someone points it out I get angry and then once I’m angry I don’t stop until I ruin everything and then I want to apologize and make things better :/
I really need to work on my shit man.
I can’t stop thinking of laying in your room on the floor swapping songs to listen too, and talking about how only things would be better if our parents could only fathom how much in love we are. I miss desperately needing to see each other everyday, I’ve never felt the need to do any of this with anyone but you. Every memory I have of us good or bad is always in my head, my world revolves around you and Apollo. We have such amazing stories to tell our son when he’s older. <3
I want to be full of our love and happiness.
I need to be less greedy, and more sharing and loving. I can’t make Eros and Apollo happy, if I’m bringing my self down with negative thoughts and greed. I want a more understanding me and less sudden bursts of anger. We rub of on each other, especially now that we can tell how each other feel without saying anything. It’s time to use that as an advantage to make things better without talking about it. I need to find away to get over these silly emotions that control how I act and what I say.
I’ll be updating on my progress to this success.
Don’t be alarmed
I’m still stupid, awkward, anxious, and a terrible bore
But I’m excited these days
It’s the strangest sensation
I only wish I were younger, so I would have more time to explore
Do you feel the same?
Do you understand” —Motion City Soundtrack