July 2012
54 posts
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Dammit.
I love Eros so much it makes me want to shoot myself in the face. I wish I was a good song writer or something so I could just become famous and write songs about him so I could show him how much I love him just that way. I’m tired of hoping maybe tomorrow will be a better day, I want it now. I’m tired of arguing about stupid things all the time and feeling so much stress between us....
June 2012
32 posts
Apollo Alexander Velez
I want my son to experience the best childhood he possibly could. I want him to be inspired by the world and not to rely on video games or cell phones to make himself happy. He’s going to learn to be himself, and to follow his conscience not anyone else. I want him to want to know about the world, to be understanding of imperfections and to work at his own pace. He’s going to be...
6/26/2012
Today I finally started getting more shit done, thanks to Eros for getting me to delete my Facebook. I started working out again, after fucking days of talking about it. Since I didn’t have the game Just Dance I looked up the songs on Youtube and played it with Eros’s sisters, and I started reading more of my book.
Apollo got his tummy time, He’s starting to try and kick his...
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I’ve never learned more from anyone until I met Eros and his family, I feel so defected after spending so much time with them. They have a family built on love, passion, and trust. I’ve never felt any of that with my family, I feel like they just put masks on when we are all together afraid to cause any disagreements or have any judgments passed but really that’s what we all need...
Going to bed
Apollo was being a monster today, I barely got a chance to do anything. I really only ever get a chance to do anything late at night when he’s asleep, but then I have to miss out on sleep. But really that is the least of my worries. Sleeping on the couch sucks. I wish I could find a way to make him trust me. I don’t remember ever having to worry about these sorts of things in past...
